It had been long since he started his wandering around the lands. After seeing sights he could not remove from his mind. So much blood. So many dead.
Looking to his hands, now he could only see dirt. The stains of red clouded for now. In his mind everyday he replayed events. Could one man.. No. He was no longer a man, really do so much damage in desperation?
“How could he?” he whimpered as tears clouded in his eyes. He knew he was no better. By now it was evident he had become a monster. His skin had grown pale and his eyes darkened. Even Sif, and the friendly faces he once knew couldn’t convince him to stay. For once in his life, he considered himself very much alone. But what of Loki? The man at the centre of that. Horror.
A shiver down his spine as he coughed a little, bringing one hand to his face. It had been long since he drank. Dragging his feet he stumbled falling face first into the dirt. Tears begin to stream down his face as he pushes himself up.
“How could you do it? Why?!” He shouted as he steadied himself onto his knees. Hunching over he let out a cry before beginning to push himself back up. Looking around he found himself back upon the entrance to the place of origin. Although it had been so long he could still smell blood.
Each of his wanderings seemed to lead him here and now. In desperation he seemed to want vengeance. Once he had towered above as a hero and now he stood a pathetic mess. Covered in dirt, his clothes now rags. It was time to confront that which ailed him. If only he knew where to find him.
Looking to his hands, now he could only see dirt. The stains of red clouded for now. In his mind everyday he replayed events. Could one man.. No. He was no longer a man, really do so much damage in desperation?
“How could he?” he whimpered as tears clouded in his eyes. He knew he was no better. By now it was evident he had become a monster. His skin had grown pale and his eyes darkened. Even Sif, and the friendly faces he once knew couldn’t convince him to stay. For once in his life, he considered himself very much alone. But what of Loki? The man at the centre of that. Horror.
A shiver down his spine as he coughed a little, bringing one hand to his face. It had been long since he drank. Dragging his feet he stumbled falling face first into the dirt. Tears begin to stream down his face as he pushes himself up.
“How could you do it? Why?!” He shouted as he steadied himself onto his knees. Hunching over he let out a cry before beginning to push himself back up. Looking around he found himself back upon the entrance to the place of origin. Although it had been so long he could still smell blood.
Each of his wanderings seemed to lead him here and now. In desperation he seemed to want vengeance. Once he had towered above as a hero and now he stood a pathetic mess. Covered in dirt, his clothes now rags. It was time to confront that which ailed him. If only he knew where to find him.
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Date: 2012-09-12 11:46 pm (UTC)From:"What? This is... but he was... a-and..." She looked back and forth from Thor to Loki. No way that this was his brother, but then again, sometimes siblings looked nothing like one another. "Oh god. Oh god."
Then something registered.
"Hey! I am not a toy! What would give you that idea?!"
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Date: 2012-09-13 01:51 am (UTC)From:"I'm a bastard." He spoke before realizing how that sounds. "Thor is his father's true son, I am but a bastard child of his enemy. We may have been raised as brothers but we are not of blood." A sore subject for Loki since he didn't find out till the night he died. Likely didn't tell Thor for months after their turning. "Jane, call one of your friends that works at that store of everything, have them bring us something to fit Thor. I can not look at him like this, we must clean him and make him proper."
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Date: 2012-09-13 11:38 am (UTC)From:He watches the both of them carefully. With a woman now in the room, he didn't feel it right to shout at Loki, or demand proper explanation. But it had been a while.
"Loki, I feel I must get something off my chest. It has been weighing upon me for some time." He stepped forward, it seemed a little cruel at first, especially since Loki had welcomed him with open arms.
He tried to get the words out in found himself clenching his fist. Within a few seconds he had lunged back and directed a punch toward Loki's cheek, almost without thinking. Then quickly turned on his heel.
"That was not it. It seems I am bitter brother" He muttered as he headed for the door. Well that didn't go as planned.
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Date: 2012-09-13 10:06 pm (UTC)From:"Hey! What the hell!" she yelled when he punched Loki and walked away. "You can't just do that! Get back here and at least try to talk to him!"
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Date: 2012-09-14 03:09 pm (UTC)From:A link to the human word... his wretched soul needs that.
From Jane to Thor Loki spoke calmly. "Would you feel more at ease if I sent the woman away on a task so you can allow your agression out without the shame of harming your honor? Then we can have a nice dinner with her. The way we used to." The vampires at the heads of the tables surrounded by humans laughing and holding wine glasses they never drank from food before them like they could eat but not touching. Fun times before the dark ones hit.
"You traveled to the new word to tell me off... so please don't waste the trip Odinson." He was still in the chair, blood dripping from his lip where he had been hit, he didn't stand. Honestly he was a bit shaken but he was hiding it well.
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Date: 2012-09-14 11:29 pm (UTC)From:"I do not have such honour remaining. But I do not wish for a young woman to see any more violence."
He turns back and looks to the blood on his lip. Quickly walking over using his hand to gently wipe it off, talking in a gentle tone which he had not used for sometime.
"I did not wish to hurt you." He turns to Jane and nods to her.
"I apologise to both you and my brother. This was a sight you should not have seen and a violent act which should not of been carried out." He bit his lip at this. He really thought Loki deserved it to some extent.